Too Much Time Thinking (Inner Journey)

Today has been full of a lot of emotions. I have only been without my animals for a couple of days in my life. My animals help keep my anxiety from getting too out of control. While in New Orleans, I hope I meet some new animal buddies to help me out. Coming out to Champaign was different because I did not drive. I am usually always the who volunteers to drive places. We were singing in the car and talking about

what would like to do while there. Ever since I was told about Comic Con/ Wizard Con in New Orleans I have been so excited.

I am very passionate about nature and seeing the natural beauty in the places I visit. While on the train I was trying to look out the window into the woods. Every state was the same they were full of trash. Near the tracks and the farthest I was able to see. It is so sad to see because animals choke and die on that material. I am also angry at the people who think it is okay to just throw garbage out onto the ground and not garbage. The last hour was peaceful watching a couple of pelicans flying around one of the marshes. I almost felt like it was me about to take a dip into the unknown. The bird dives in with the hope that it is going to find something just like I hope I can rekindle some of my creativity.