My New Hope (Inner Journey)

These last few months before going on this trip I have been riding a wave of emotions. I am hoping that this trip will help my mind relax for a few moments before I fall into a deep abyss of chaos of school and work. I am hoping to see myself for who I am. I want to know if I can be independent from my friends and family. I want to able to figure out the best way to communicate with random strangers and converse like my friends do.  I know I will not gain the confidence of them, but I want to dive into that confidence they give me.

                My biggest expectation for this trip personally is to find myself again. I feel so tainted with what people want from me. I do not even know what I want out of myself. I want to feel connected with both the city and the land that surrounds it. I may take a tour of the Bayou on my free day and meet some of the local critters.